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“When you wanna to have a girlfriend?”

Unavoidable question. Whenever I go back home, my dad will give me kind of look and I think he must be wondering that why I always stay at home and doing with all my toys; my ride and newly found toy, camera. My mum is nagging at me everytime that I never dress properly, the way I speak is so layman and I am a bloody joker. Now even my sister is having a good boyfriend to take care of her.

During the all previous wedding dinners, all my ex-colleagues will keep on asking me where is my other half and pestering me with the same ol’ question.

Seems like people around me are kinda worry about me with this question. LOL! As for myself, this question never come across my mind yet. Could not deny that sometimes my life is tend to be boring as I am living on my own in my own 4 walls.

Why I never think of having a girlfriend? Eeerrr… Not really thinking not to have one but I will rather say that I have not found one. Even I found one but she is not available. Not to be shy, I do like a gal once in my old company where she was in another subsidiary and I kinda found her suitable for me. Anyhow, we never be close but just merely chit chat during my visit to the subsidiary. During the previous wedding dinner, I met her but do not why I dare not look right into her eyes but at the end of the event, I still take a look into her eyes. Anyway, she is not available and my life have to go on.

What type of girl I am looking for? Another tough question here. The answer always based on my feeling. What I really looking for is someone that is independent and smart. Why? I tend to like gals that are really smart. Perhaps I am too stupid and need another half to balance up my stupidity.

What about the outlook? Simple. Elegant. Dreamy/Big eyes. Better still to have a good look even not on makeup. In short, natural beauty is the best.

Anyway, let it be natural. Still have not found so called “The One” yet. Maybe is time to have a makeover over my life.

Another good lyric from a good song. Beware! Not for those who have a weak ears….

On a cold winter morning
In the time before the light
In flames of death’s eternal reign
We ride towards the fight
When the darkness is falling down
And the times are tough or right
The sound of evil laughter
Falls around the world tonight
Fightin’ hard, fightin’ on for the steel
Through the wastelands evermore
The scattered souls will feel the hell
Bodies wasted on the shores

On the blackest wings in hell’s terrain
We watch the lands become
In fire and flame, now once again we know

So now we’re flying, we’re free
We’re free before the thunderstorm
Hunt towards the wilderness
Our quest carries on
Far beyond the sun down, far beyond the moonlight
Deep inside our hearts and all our souls

So far away we wait for the day
For the lives all so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on

As the red day is dawning
And the lightning cracks the sky
They will raise their hands to the heavens above
With resentment in their eyes
Running back through the midmorning light
There’s a burning in my heart
We’re banished from the time in the foreign land
To a light beyond the stars

In your blackest dreams see to the need
That destiny is tied
And endlessly we’re roaming free tonight

And on the wings of a dream so far beyond reality
All alone in desperation, now the time has gone
Lust inside you’ll never find, lust within my own mind
Day after day this misery must go on

So far away we wait for the day
For the lives all so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on

Now here we stand with their blood on our hands
We fought so hard, now can we understand
I’ll break the seal of this curse if I possibly can
For freedom of every man

So far away we wait for the day
For the lives all so wasted and gone
We feel the pain of a lifetime lost in a thousand days
Through the fire and the flames we carry on

Want to get closer, in too deep
Where there is something I wish for I’ll go through
Want to get closer into you
No hell to discover
I’ve got it all inside myself
Salvation you have preached is gone
No way, you can’t turn it around

Looking for a higher ground
Searching for this something missed before
From a higher ground
Will I fall in a right direction?
(Higher, searching for more)

Falling apart
There’s nothing real
That will convince me to change but I’ll go through
Want to get closer into you
No hell to discover
There is just nothing to betray
Salvation you have preached is gone
No way, you can’t turn it around

Looking for a higher ground
Searching for this something missed before
From a higher ground
Will I fall in a right direction?
(Higher, searching for more)

Looking for a higher ground
Searching for this something missed before
From a higher ground
Will I fall in a right direction?
(Higher, searching for more)

Looking for a higher ground
Searching for this something missed before
From a higher ground
Will I fall in a right direction?
(Higher, searching for more)

Looking for a higher ground
Searching for this something missed before
From a higher ground
Will I fall in a right direction?
(Higher, searching for more)

My head is stuck with lots of thoughts.
I do not know how to sort.
I think I can fought.
Eventually my fort is conquered by my inner Lord.

Am I stuck?
Or am I fucked?
Or I am sucks?
All I know to say is “What the fuck?!”

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Sleeping Sun

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